Saturday, April 30, 2005

retail therapy...

i went shopping today to two of the best lss in town. checked out the new heidi swapp stuff and bought quite a bit of it...also some ribbon (go figure!)

kole is with mom and lane is at mikes. we had a huge fight this morning...just as soon as we start to get along we butt heads again.

i am still really down today...trying to make clear the things that i do and the decisions that i make. i guess i need to keep my chin up and just be stronger. i just am in total disbelief that this is happening to me...again! just as i have learned trust again and believe in others...i have been let down again.

i am going to take a super hot shower and then scrap a little...never has there been a night where i felt like going out and drinking a little to much...wanna join me?

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