Monday, May 05, 2008

the hardest thing I have ever done...

koley was "officially" discharged from St. Vincent's today. After almost 18 months of what we feel is no progress, no positive changes. I feel that maybe Sean and I learned and grew from the process. I think they finally just thought his time was up. So here we are...on our own of sorts.

today i opened a case with franklin county children's services to proceed with assigning custody to have him treated outside of the county.

i honestly think that this is going to put me over the edge.

friday night we had another violent, raging tantrum. he is out of control. he isn't safe in our home. my babies and i are not safe.

i have never been so sad in my entire life.

4 comments:

jannypie said...

this just kills me :(

i am here for you

Missey~ said...

Erin,
I will be saying a special prayer that God will grant Kole peace.
Please know in time everyting will be ok. You have to pray and have faith that God will take care of Kole and your family.

misseyv

SavvySarahDesigns said...

Erin-

You know I am here if you need me.

xoxo

Sarah

Anonymous said...

I wish I could give you a big hug right now. I'm here if you need anything. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.