someone pee'd in my wheaties!

Our social worker just called and Applewood is not approving a overnight visit for Koley on Monday. I understand and respect their decision. They are the experts but it sucks! Seriously, I told her not to mention these things to me until she has approval. It is just too much for me to handle. The roller coaster is just too much. We will get to visit for a couple of hours and he will get to come home but I was SO looking forward to having him here all night. There is such a peace that overwhelms me when all of my babies are home in their beds. It sounds silly but it is comforting.

I haven't spoken to him for a week now and I am going out of my mind. I have called and called but they tell me that the approval and paperwork has been completed to speak to him yet. I think this is the longest time I have ever gone. A week is an eternity to not hear his voice.