i think i am in denial about alot of things, i wonder how long or how many times i will walk into walls and make poor decisions. what did i do wrong, how did i manage to screw up AGAIN? i am struggling, have been terribly sad all week...i don't think it is going to be taken care of quickly, i know that it is going to take a long time to get over.
the kids think mommie is "sick," funny that they call it that, cause i guess that is what it is.
kole goes to moms tomorrow and lane will be with michael. hopefully i can get some rest and start to feel better. i am unsure of the road i am to take and the decisions i am to make. why am i being punished?
About Me
brody munkers
my sweet sweet baby boy. the youngest. he is amazing. his eyes light up when he sees or hears his mama. he is such a joy. i am so very blessed to have such a amazing baby. he is my thumb sucker, grinning, belly laugher.
koley
my oldest, my first. he's my challenge. my witty, funny, active challenge. he struggles, he hurts and i can't make it better. i don't know how to make it better. he loves to color, write and journal. he wants to please and be accepted. i want him to be healthy and happy!
abbies!
my 3rd. a middle child of sorts. she is my entertainer, my broadway performer. my lover. she has a smile that is contagious. she is such a joy that pushes her limits! we kid about her horns...they are hidden by all that hair! she loves her bubbies and sissy more than anything. daddy far outranks her mama.
lanee girl
sweet, sweet lane. my second baby, a middle child of sorts. she is drama, she is thoughful and kind. she asks entirely too many questions that she knows the answers to. she smiles all the time. she is so creative, she is an artist. i call her my "little mommie" as she is so helpful! she has been through so much in her young life. i treasure her and couldn't live without her for a minute.
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3 comments:
Hey Erin,
I catch up on your blog when I can - you have me worried. I hope things will become clearer for you and you will feel better, just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.
Hugs,
Lisa
{{hugs}}
I love your scrapbooking work so I thought I'd check out your blog. I said a little prayer that you will be comforted and find your path in regards to what you're going through. Please know that you have friends that you don't even know are out there! : )
Love, Sara
so sorry you're so sad...feel better soon.
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