We are not able to go with Kole this morning.
We would only be able to spend about 15 minutes with him prior to intake. "That's the rules" is what we were told. It is part of their therapy and 'plan.'
We won't be able to see him until her returns to Columbus on the 22nd for his neuro exam at Children's.
I am devastated. I can't believe it. I worry about Kole's transition and how he will respond. It is so far away. He is all alone. I feel all alone.
We took the girls for a visit last night and I sobbed. I told Sean I just wanted to take him home. Load him in the car and take him home. He is my voice of reason. I selfishly want him home with me but I know that it isn't safe and it isn't what will make him well. He needs treatment. I need treatment. We all need to learn and change and 'get well' I miss him horribly already.
I am angry. Why in the hell is this happening to our family?
Friday, July 11, 2008
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I can't even begin to imagine what you are feeling. I am so sorry.
I know we are not supposed to question, why? But my goodness! Please Lord, grant Erin peace with this decision and wrap your arms around her family during this time..Please let Kole know that he is never alone and that his family loves him with all their heart.
This to shall pass and you will be a family again soon.
Amen~
((hugs)) I can't even imagine how hard this must be. I am continuing to pray for peace and healing for your family, and that the folks at Applewood can give Kole the help he needs.
Emily(E&D07)
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